i miss my fucking boyfriend 

getting to know you
whats your middle name?: raye jean
where do you live?: pasadena, MD
do you like it there?: kinda
what grade are you in?: 12th
do you have a job?: no
do you have a lot of friends?: sure
how many siblings?: 6
who do you live with?: grandparents during school year, then with my mom during the summer

randomousity
whats your favorite era (60s, 70s, 80s)?: 80s!
who is your favorite 90s band?: idk, something techno
whos your favorite band/singer in general?: theres more then one
name some of your favorite songs: too many
do you get sick a lot?: no
whats your favorite type of candy?: baby ruth
how many cavities do you have?: 1
have you ever cursed out your mom/dad?: yes
have you ever cried in public?: yes
have you ever pissed your pants in public?: maybe when i was little
whens the last time you pissed your pants at all?: long time ago
what do you think of adult diapers?: nothing. its not their fault.
do you cry a lot?: nah
have you had the chickenpox?: yes
have you had pneumonia?: no
have you ever been to a wedding?: yes
if yes were you a flowergirl/ringbearer/bridesmaid etc.?:no
have you ever been to a funeral?: yes
if yes did you really know the person that died?: yes
do you like parades?: yes
have you ever known somebody that died & not cared?: no
about how many hours a day do you spend online?: a lot
do you have a social life?: yes
rate school on a scale of 1-10: negative 10
do you like ringpops? pushpops? gummi worms?: yes, yes, yes
what do you think about people like good charlotte and avril lavigne?: whatever. . .
do you think punkrock is dying/dead?: no
if yes, did it die about twenty years ago?: no
do you like nuts? (that's peanuts, sick kids): yes
do you change your profile on AIM at least once a day?: no
how many buddies are on your buddylist?: like, 130 something
do you have a diary?: no
if yes, is it a corny typical 14-year-old diary like on sitcoms?: dont have one
do you like writing or dread it?: if im in the mood
what do you think about kurt cobain?: whos that?
what about aaliyah?: shes cool
what's your dream car?: i dont know
do you know a lot about cars?: for the most part, yes.

do you know what the transmission is?: yes
whats your expertise/obsession?: hmm. softball probably
is urban outfitters a sellout?: whats that!?
coke, pepsi, or neither?: coke
do you like mountain dew?: yes
what are your thoughts on gay marriage?: whatever floats your boat
what are your thoughts on abortion?: AGAINST. thats murder
have you ever been stalked?: hope not
have you ever seduced somebody?: no
if at first you dont succeed, do you brush yourself off and try again?: most definatly.
do you like peanut m&ms or regular m&ms better?: peanut m&ms
do you know why the hell eminem named himself after a candy?: i dont know, but hes cool
have you ever kissed someone under mistletoe?: no
if yes, was it because you really liked them or becuz there was mistletoe?: never did it
are you superstitious?: sometimes
do you pick up pennies if theyre heads up?: sometimes
do you write people handwritten letters or emails?: hand written
do you prefer to recieve handwritten letters or emails?: hand written
are you a fan of modern art?: a little
are you a fan of art at all?: yes
do you actually do your homework?: if i feel like it
do you copy homework off of other people when you dont do it?: yes
do you like answering long surveys such as this?: when im as bored as i am now, yes.
do u use prepositions at the ends of sentences even tho ur not suposed to?: yes
do you want/have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: i got one.
if no, why not?: i have one
do you like country music?: yes
what about classical?: yes
opera?: NO
do you love or despise oprah?: despise
do you laugh at martha stewart?: no
about how many hours of TV do you watch a day?: like, 4.
do you think TV is a drug?: no
is the pen sharper than the knife?: no
do you eat the crust of pizza?: yes
are you a vegitarian/vegan? why/why not?: i could never live as a vegetarian
do you believe in god?: sometimes
what do you think about osama bin laden?: hes a fucking towel head that needs to be slaughtered in public.
what do you think about the FBI and the CIA?: its cool
are you lefthanded, righthanded or ambidextrous?: righty
do you secretly want to be the opposite sex?: for 1 day, id like to be.
do you think girls or boys have it easier?: BOYS, definatly
do you think girls or boys work harder?: boys
are you a pessimist?: whats that?
are you a worrywart?: sometimes
do you scare easily?: yes
whats your favorite movie, and why?: starsky and hutch.
whats your LEAST favorite old saying that you hate?: Count your chickens before they hatch... its gay
do you have a lot of posters or photos on your bedroom walls?: photos
what color are your walls?: purple
do you have a rug? if yes what color is it?: teal
do you think there is really such things as white lies?: no
if yes, do you tell them a lot?: i dont think theres such thing
do you think honesty is important even when the truth hurts?: yes
are you a dork?: yes
do you think being a dork is really a bad thing?: no
do you have a lucky number and if so what is it?: dont have one
do you think you will end up in a nursing home when you are older?: no, my sisters or brothers will take care of me.
if no is it because you'll be in a mental institution instead?: no
do you like rap?: yes
is old school rap better than new school rap?: no
is old school punk better than new school punk?: yes
do you like garage rock?: no
do you like rock at all? and if so whats your favorite genre?: classic rock : ]
whats your favorite thing to do on weekends?: hang out with my BF or my friends
do you have (a) best friend(s)?: yes
why are they your best friend(s)?: bc we have a lot in common
have you ever been on a roadtrip? if no, would you like to?: id like to
how early do you wake up on school days/weekends?: school days-5:00am. Weekends...whenever
do you think all boys are pervs?: no
do you think it's okay to use gay as an insult?: yes, i do it all the time
how about 'faggot'?: i use that word, too
do you think 'nigger' is ok to use for black people?: no
what do you think about plastic surgery?: its vanity...and that will kill you
do you have high or low self esteem?: low
do you think therapists actually help ppl or are just in it for the money?: their in it for money. i think the therapists are the ones that have the problems rather then the patient
do you think vandalism is fun?: no
should weed be legal?: no
would you move to holland just because of the change in laws?: no
is the government controlling our minds through tv and advertising?: yes
are you patriotic?: i guess
is george bush a good president?: i dont know
why is america so much more violent than canada?: i dont know
why is america so damn fat?: bc its all about companies making money. so blame companies. not the people.
do you like the tv show 'friends'?: no
what about 'will and grace'?: yes
do you like any tv at all? if yes whats your favorite show?: That 70s show
are you lonely?: for the next 3 months i will be.
remember that song 'peaches and cream'?: yes i do
do you like N.E.R.D?: no
speaking of nerd, are you one?: i can be
do you like slick rick?: no
speaking of slick, are you?: i can be
do you eat cough drops just because they taste good?: somtimes
have you ever done heroin?: wtf, no.
are you a heroine?: no, i havent dont anything to be that big of a role model
have you ever done coke or crack?: coca-cola : ]

do you like the following songs..
rubberband man?: yes
through the wire?: no
1 call away?: yes
heliotrope?: no
dream a little dream?: no
come clean?: no
room on fire?: no
californacation?: yes
under the bridge?: no
yankee doodle?: lol, its fun.

more random
have you ever secretly wanted a pet elephant?: no
do you have a crush?: on my bf, yes.
if you could make your room any theme at all, what would it be?: its already the way i want it
is graffiti art or vandalism?: art
do you prefer to be alone or surrounded by people?: depends
are you shy?: not at all
do you get paranoid a lot?: sometimes
whats your favorite scent in the world?: the smell of my bf : ]
what do you think of satan worshipers?: wtfffff
what do you think of marilyn manson?: hes fucking weird
does kelly osbourne have talent?: no.
what about ozzy?: yes
would you/have you ever gone to ozzfest?: i would go
would you/have you ever gone to warped tour?: never been
have you ever eaten a hotdog with chocolate syrup instead of ketchup?: ew, no. but i would for money
have you ever dressed up as the opposite sex for a day?: yes
have you ever pet a porcupine?: no
can you say she sells sea shells by the sea shore 10 times fast?: prolly not
do you wear skirts/dresses/high heels?: yes
do you prefer skirts or pants?: depends on the weather
how much wood could a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?: a lot
do you secretly wish you were born in the 70s?: sometimes : ]
have you ever dressed up like elvis and sang to yourself in the mirror?: lol, no
have you ever put a pillow in your shirt n pretended that u were pregnant?: lol yes
do you/would you dress up your dog?: i have before
are you afraid of clowns?: no
whens the last time you showered?: yesterday
do you shave?: yes
do you have hydrophobia?: no
do you like writing about yourself?: no
do you talk about yourself a lot?: no
do you like salads?: yes
do you eat out a lot?: not really

1. Where were you 3 hours ago? at my house
2. Who are you in love with? mark!
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? no
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? yes, my shirt!
5. When is the last time you went to the mall? while ago
There's not a question 6?
7. Do you have a car worth over 2,000? dont have one
8. When was the last time you drove out of town? mmm i dont member
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no
10. Are you hot? no
11. What was the last thing you had to drink? pepsi
12. What are you wearing right now? pink tank top and ripped jean shorts
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? wash it myself!
14. Last food that you ate? spaghetti
15. Where were you last week at this time? i dont remember
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? no
17. When is the last time you ran? i dont remember
18. What's the last sporting event you watched? nascar
19. What is your favorite animal? baby duck
20. Your dream vacation? somewhere beachy
21. Last person's house you were in? sarahs sisters
22. How old are your parents? 39 and 41
23. Have you been in love? i am now
24. Do you miss anyone right now? yes, madly.
25. Last play you saw? i dont remember
No question 26? ...
27.What are your plans for tonight? i have none
28. Who is the last person you sent a myspace message or comment to? heather
29. Next trip you are going to take? ocean city
30. Ever go camping? yes
31. Were you an honor roll student in school? no, lol
32. What do you want to know about the future? a lot of things
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? not at the moment
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit? yes
35. Where do you think your best friend is? hmmm home
No question 36?
37. Do you have a tan? yes
38. What are you listening to right now? watching the Suite lfe of Zack and Cody : ]
39. Do you collect anything? no
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know? theres a few of those
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? never
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? yes
43. What does your last text say? i dont text
44. Do you like hot sauce? yes
45. Last time you took a shower? yesterday
46. Do you need to do laundry? yes
47. Whats your nationality? white
48. Are you someone's best friend? i think so
49. Are you rich? pfft, no.
50. What do you think of the person who took this survey before you? i dont know her

Here we begin: randomness!
What's your favorite scent of lotion? cotton candy
Have you ever eaten cat food? gross, no!
Do you enjoy reading? bleh. no
How would you describe yourself in five adjectives? funny. crazy. open-minded. friendly. talkative.
Do you have online friends? yes
Upon meeting someone, do you judge by their looks or the way they talk? the way they talk.
Would you consider yourself sociable? definatly.
Have you ever thought something was under your bed? when i was little, i think i did.
Do you prefer to keep your fingernails long or short? short.
Are you currently hot or cold? its extremley hot in here...
What's the worst injury you've ever had? when i put a hole in my eye with a fork...
If you're at least a teenager, do you still enjoy cartoons? no
What were you doing before you decided to take this silly survey? sitting outside with Sarah.

Step two: getting to know you.
The most cliche question for a survey: name? Amanda
Sexual orientation: Straighttttt
Single, taken, crushing? Taken!
Are you happy with your position at the moment? Definatly.
How old are you? almost 17.
Who do you consider your best friend? Mark
Have any siblings? a million
Hair color? Dark Brown
Eye color? Hazel ish
Are you happy with either? sure
Would you ever consider changing your appearance, if it was 100% safe? what needs to be safe about an appearance?
What do you think is your best quality, personality wise? mmm i can make ppl laugh easily.
Do you think there's anything about yourself you could improve? yes
What do you plan on doing as a career? If you already have one, what is it? i plan on going to beauty school

Speaking of relationships...
These are annoying, I know. Do you have feelings for anyone? yes
If yes, who; if not, are you looking for someone? i have feelings for my bf, of course.
What do you seek for the most in a relationship? someone whos honest, truthful and of course loving.
Are you normally attracted to looks or personality? both.
Do you fall in love quickly, when given the chance? not at all
Do you date many people in short periods, or few people in long periods? long periods
Do you think it's smart to date after you receive your education? what the hell... no?
If you date, is it for social reasons or for romance? both! i dont date anymore tho... : ]
Is it hard for you to focus on anything else when you meet someone special? not really.
Do relationships make you feel bitter? not really....
What would your ideal mate be like? idk, just take a look at my bf and then you will see
Ideal date? i dont DATE anymore!
Are relationships with others a necessity to you? if u mean with friends, then yes.
What has been your best one so far? the relationship i have with mark

Stupid questions.
What do you do when your vacuum is dusty? ... i dust it off
Why do we park in a driveway? well, where else are we gonna park? in the ROAD!?
Why is the sky blue? because.
Could there be such a thing as Christian death metal? ew, there might be
Why are there oxymorons if the words contradict each other? because.
Can you have a wet sense of humor? sure...if its the opposite of a dry sense...
Is the glass half empty or half full? half empty.
Why do peanut packets warn us that there are nuts in it? because the founders are gay.
If we are what we eat... wouldn't it be bad to eat veggies? good question.
Why aren't people complete carnivores? Plants are living, too. again.. good question
What do you call a person who can't smell? um... a person with only 4 senses?
Do animals really have feelings? yes
Who determined what "pretty" really is? one of gods friends i guess
Why are people afraid of death if everyone faces it? because it's scary to contimplate HOW ur gonna die...

Here's some "Do's".
Do you enjoy school? NO
Do you have a job? yes, i sit on my ass all day
Do you listen to a certain music genre? yep.
Do you like pizza? Please say yes. yes, i just ate some!
Do you find pride attractive? uh.... i guess
Do you drink enough water everyday? no.
Do you play an instrument? no.
Do you attend any religious place of worship? no
Do you think life has a specific meaning? yea but i dont know what it is yet...
Do you get online frequently? yeess
Do you enjoy violence, whether you are causing it or watching it? lol yes. i like to watch it.
Do you have random outbursts of energy? no i do not have tourettes.
Do you have a pleasant life? sure why not.
Do you like to chat? i guess, if im in the mood

This is almost the end... MORE RANDOMNESS.
Where do you think you will be in five years? maybe married. working a good career... in a house with my husbandddd
When's the last time you went to the mall? forever ago
Have you ever licked your deodorant? yes, lol
Is your computer a piece of crap, or pretty freaking sweet? its cool i guess
Do you use air sanitizer often? no, thats gay
Is there someone you can tell anything to? yes
Are you a tree hugger? Literally? no.
Are you guilty of typing in incomplete sentences outside of chatting? i think...
Do you enjoy cleaning? if im in the mood
Would you ever travel in space? if i knew my chances of possibly dying were 1 in 5 billion.
Do you have an irrational fear of squirrels? no
Do you still get CDs, or just download everything? downloaddd
Is your mom your role model? sometimes
Does your mom go to college? no

You're almost there! HOLD ON TIGHT!
Do you stare out into space a lot? somtimes if im deep in thought
Are you extremely ticklish? YESSSSSS
Do you compare yourself to others, or compare others to yourself? neither.
What's a word you use at least twice a day? "hokay"
Speaking of twice a day, do your brush your teeth twice a day? no, once. lol! ew.
Would you consider yourself healthy? no.
Do you like to be asked pointless, random questions? yes its funny
If you could wish for one thing (not more wishes), what would it be? sorry, itd HAVE to be "to have more wishes" : ]

01. do you think paris hilton is slutty? yes. i hope she dies.
02. do you think homework is a waste of time? yes.
03. what is your favorite period of the day? night...
04. is one of your teachers a parent of one of your friends? no
05. do you ever babysitt? yes
06. are you a morning person? not at all
07. what math class are you in? algebra 2
08. can you see rated R movies without your parents? yes
09. do you look older or younger than than you real age? i guess older, BIOTCH
10. are you 100 lb. or less? im 104... just about 100
11. how long have you had a xanga? uh i just made this one
12. are you a blonde or brunette? brunette
13. can you ice skate? not to save my life
14. do you hate pop-ups? YES. but i dont get them : ]
15. about how many times a day do you say hey? dont know..
16. what kind of computer are you using right now? HP
17. have you read the gossip girl yet? no
18. have you ever been in a play? yes
19. do you ever say "foxy"? if im acting dumb, yes.
20. how much do you like this surveys site? uuhh i dunt know
21. what chores do you have to do? idk, things.
22. how fast can you run a mile? i dont know.
23. what size bed do you have? queen
24. how many sceen namesdo you have on aim? 2

25. how do you feel about gay people? their... whatever floats their boat.
26. can you dance? i dont know
27. do you like kias <the car>? sure!?
28. mary-kate or asley? neither. their both alien-anorexic weirdos.
29. what was your favorite song when you were younger? uhhh. mmbop? or something by the Spice Girls
30. if you had 1 million dallors you had to give away, who would you give it to? my family : ]

--Outside--
Do your parents like to garden?: step-dad does.
Are there alot of plants around your house? out front, yes.
If you go outside and walk 10 steps, will you go past or run into some bushes/plants?: no, you`d be in the road getting hit.
Is there a pool out there?: backyard.
A hot tub?: no : [
A swingset?: yes
A little pond with fish in it?: no

--Living Room--
Is there a couch?: yes,2.
Chairs?: no.
A telephone?: no.
A ceiling fan?: yeah.
Can you look out a window and see the street?: yes
When you first walk in, is it the room you walk in to?: yes

--Bathroom--
How many bathrooms are in your house?: 2
Is there a medicine cabinet?: yes
Is there a bathtub?: yes
Is it a shower that has a bathtub connected?: its a bathtub and a shower. . .
Is there alot of storage in there?: not in the BATHROOM!
Is there a mirror?: yes

--Your Room--
What color are the walls?: purple.
Is it pretty big?: yes.
Does stuff in there have a theme or is just thrown together with what you like?: thrown together.
Does your pet sleep in there?: sometimes.
Is there a ceiling fan?: not anymore. i took it down and re-placed it with a hanging light that you see at most bars.
How many closets/dressers?: 2 walk in closets. 1 dresser.
Is there a mirror?: yes, a big one.
Is there a T.V?: no.

--Your Parents Room--
What color are the walls?: cream
Is it bigger or small than your room?: smaller
Does stuff in their room have a theme?: no
Is there a T.V?: yeah.
Is there a bathroom connected to their room?: yes.
How many footsteps from your room to theirs?: its on a totally different floor.
Is there candles in there?: yes

--Kitchen--
Is it bigger than the living room?: their about the same size.
Is it connected to the dining room or is the kitchen table in there?: kitchen table is in there.
Is the backdoor in there?: yes
Do you have a toaster-oven?: yes.
Is there a ceiling fan?: yes
A phone?: no, the phone is in my parents bed room.
Is there a microwave?: yes.